Strengths and weaknesses

To point out things has been, in a way, my thing. I usually don't over analyze myself, I am used to be a keen observer. So I'm not really sure if this will explain how I see my strengths and weaknesses in writing. I defensively have goals, but I don't really know the way to accomplish them (maybe this is my first weakness).

What I have seen in my life is that I do have some strengths, but definitely I need to be motivated to do it. In writing I have seen that I have many ideas stuck in my mind. I have crazy ideas. The only problem is that I have no idea the words so that my ideas can be plastered into a piece of paper. The words don't come to mind. In this blog I fell I can, in some way, express my writing. But still more ideas come to mind and I have no idea how to write them. This happens when I write formal essays or papers.

I am also kind of peaky in a sense, don't really know to view it as a strength or a weakness, because I don't really like to do what I don't want to do. I'm not really sure if its clear but if somebody understands it, then if you get to know me we will get along really well, just sa'in. In writing, I cant write a whole idea, because I really am not sure how to view the result of the idea. I can see it in my head, but not really express it in writing.

My goals are clear in my head. I wish I could find a way to write my ideas down so that people can enjoy my crazy ideas. I would wish for people to enjoy the happiness I can share, to do that I wish I would need a channel, I could use ideas to promote ideas for people to get to know how I feel in some situations in life. That is why maybe I want to be a concert promoter or even a tourist manager (I keep repeating this in my mind, yet again I don't know the exact way of accomplishing this).

So the ideal way I wish to accomplish something in writing is to channel my ideas from the inside of my mind, to the outside world.